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Dick growth >.< lol [Jun. 8th, 2010|07:19 pm]
I reach the point where I have to watch how I sit or else I feel uncomfortable and can feel him move some while I run, the cool thing is I'm thinking in time, and when I can get a release I maybe able to do at least a little/tiny bit of penetration (I'll have to have them sit on my guy). oh god that will be hot if I can. Though if I can't then I wouldn't mind getting head, oh god that will be hot too!
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I may not understand myself completely right now, but I'm happy and thats all that matters and find [Jun. 7th, 2010|07:31 pm]
myself more easily amused over stupid shit. lol.
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Changes since May 1st - 4 months on T [Jun. 6th, 2010|10:06 pm]
- My face changed rabidly between month 2 and 4 on T

- I have a decent dirt stash, lol, thoe its not much

- starting to get side burn hair, thoe its more peach fuzz or light color hair

- getting more peach fuzz through out my face

- My voice should be completely in the male range very soon if it hasn't reached it yet

- My emotional range is not as wide range

- feel like I am in the awkward stage as I only understand what I'm feeling like 10% of the time it seems

- Had bad mood swings between weeks 10 - 14 weeks on T (thus far)

- body scent/odor has changed around week 14 on T

- I sweat more

- get frustrated quicker

- I'm often times in a workout type of mood

- I can run faster

- Getting stronger

- Starting to feel like my face is getting a bit fat again or starting to

- Thirsty a lot again

2 Weeks on T

Picture from last week (Week 16/4 months on T)

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Emotional changes while on T [Jun. 6th, 2010|05:48 pm]
Between weeks 10-14 I exp some bad mood swings. I was up and down emotionally. In the last 2 weeks it has settled down a lot, as I'm a lot more calmer and not feeling like I'm emotionally all over the place. and I didn't understand what I was feeling.

I still don't have a complete understanding of what I'm feeling (but it is getting better), as my emotions are different than they were pre T, I don't feel emotions as intense as I could in the past. I guess I know and understand what people met by the awkward stage with transitioning. I couldn't be happier with the physical changes, and I knew and read up on possible emotional changes, but I guess its one thing to read what may happen and another to go through it. I'm going to be paying more attention to how I'm doing while I'm getting used to how I feel emotional wise. I feel like I'm on a different world which I'm just newly exploring.
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Changes in the last month [May. 1st, 2010|10:04 am]
[mood |happyhappy]

- I got my first comment on week 8 that my face has changed!

- The fat from my hips/thighs are gone, they have moved to my stomach already - I can't believe that, I thought that takes a while - I went from having to wear pants that were 31 inch in the waist, to now I can fit into 28 inch pants around the waist
- so my body is starting to change!

- My sleep is all messed up, I have the hardest trouble waking up in the morning, but have no problem staying up late

- Oil production is higher

- voice continues to go lower

- shirts fit tighter - upper body becoming more male

- Getting some muscles! which is rare for me, well pre T it was, lol

- I have had some mood swings, but nothing like they were like the first month on T

- body hair is coming in

- getting some peach fuzz around my chin area
- and i have like 3 dark hairs in my chin area, lol

- I'm stronger than I was 2 weeks ago
- muscles are bigger than they were 2 weeks ago

- Feet are wider and thicker

- having a bit more acne, but its mainly by my sideburns

I've just now started to do sit ups, and hope to gain some more abs in the upcoming weeks
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Changes since my last update [Apr. 18th, 2010|02:13 pm]
[mood |happyhappy]

- My voice continues to get lower.

- My face is finally starting to change shape, when I hit week 8 (I'm at week 9 now)my friends were saying, look at how much your face has changed :D (though I look like I'm 16 currently)

- body hair is growing in more

- I lost my appitite some for some reason between week 7 and a half to week 9, not sure why, maybe from stress of coming out to my family - I got a very good responce from my Aunt and she's very supportive, gonna be talking with my parents later. I'm no longer stressed so I'm back at eatting like I was.

- Muscle pain. Advil isn't helping, i have some muscle rub that helps some, the pain is constant right now

- I think my chin is changing shape to more masculant (my lip ring is moving some I think, which is creating pain in that area, and i see some scar tissue, or i may have hit it(moved it some) which is making it do that.

- my sex drive went lower these past 2 weeks, but that maybe from the stress, or that I'm busy, not sure which

Adding: I only got I would say 180mg of T (one line less on my syring that normal) due to finishing off my vial of T, could that explain my lower appitite and sex drive?
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My sex drive is getting higher! [Mar. 29th, 2010|04:22 pm]
I'm 6 weeks and 3 days on T, and my drive is high! I need to jack off 5-6 times a day, once in the morning and once right before bed, and sometimes 3-4 times between then. Its weird as how I feel sexually is changing, Like I want my little guy to get sucked by a nice warm mouth and that's what I'm always thinking while jacking off while watching porn. I think more dirty than I used to, lol. right now just while writing this, I'm getting hard, I spent all day except maybe an hour hard and thinking about sex, and I've been up since 8 am.

for changes since my last shot is

- I feel awesome! my energy level is back up
- Horny!!!!!
- in the last 3 weeks or so my hands are getting hairier
- my voice is changing
- I believe my voice may have changed since last night, as when I woke up
my voice sounded a bit deeper to me, it was weird when I first talked this morning
I noticed a difference right away with how I sounded to myself. lol

- I think my acne is starting to trying to come in on my face
- still getting some acne on my back, chest, upper arms, and neck area
- I think my facial structure might be starting to change

(for those not on my facebook as I have these pictures up on there)

2 Weeks On T

4 Weeks On T

6 Weeks on T
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Wow my voice changed more than i thought [Mar. 20th, 2010|08:47 pm]

I wrote onmy last entry that I didnt think my voice changed much but it has. I'm a bit shocked at how fast its dropping and how low its going already.

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5th week update [Mar. 19th, 2010|09:48 pm]

Since my last shot I've exp some general anxiety, and feeling down some too. The feelings werent too bad but they were there some. I'm starting to get more fatiqed. I tend to nap around 3pm and wake up at 6pm. My voice got really squeaky on Thursday March 18th. My throat hurts now (first real throat ache since starting T). My voice may have dropped some in the last week, but I'm not sure, as its not as big of a notice with the changes than when it first changed. My arm and shoulder muscles started to hurt Thursday morning (March 18th) but didn't really feel it till that night and now they hurt all the time. I did 41 push ups on Tuesday (16 in one rep and 25 in the other) lol I'm very proud I was able to do that, as I used to struggle to do 10 before lol. Starting to get some acne on my face by my side burns. I found a fresh razor at my dad's and shaved my face for the first time today (March 19th). My face felt a little weird after shaving, lol. My facial hair above my lip was starting to look like a gross dirt lip like a teenage boy would get. Lol. My little guy down there feels like someone is pinching him pretty hard now. I don't think my appitite is as strong as it was, but it could be that I'm now very used to eatting a lot, and it may not have changed but I just don't notice it as much as its become the norm.

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Oooh some muscle is starting to grow [Mar. 10th, 2010|08:47 am]

Right by my armpits I'm starting to get some muscle growth and I've taking some stomach pics, which I'm pretty proud at how its looking like thus far.

I'm very happy with my results thus far almost a month in (on friday morning it'll be one month) My voice is noticably different. I actually get picked on as its starting to crack and due to it starting to sound different, and i really wanted my voice to change. I wonder how teenage boys when they go through there puberty can focus on anything but sex, as I'm always horny, lol and my little guy is starting to become a little penis. Masturbating is a lot of fun and I'm enjoying my new tech to jacking off and I'm learning how to make myself last till I want the orgasm which is cool. Haha my 2nd and the right puberty is in full swing :-D. I'm loving it!!! Tomorrow night I'm taking my 3rd shot of T, which I'm very excited for!!! Lol, I'm actually horny right now but have to wait to jack off till tonight >.<.

Here is a Picture of me

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